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Rest in peace my MoonBin

 April, you broke my heart...

I never thought I will come back to my blog after that long break to write about losing my Moon💔

I will miss you, my angel. You kept comforting us with your words, but I wish you listened to them, my baby idol, my heart.

Forgive us 😥 we failed to protect you💔

Will K-pop stop being a happy place?
Will K-pop keep breaking our hearts?

All I think about now is how to help spread awareness since I am a writer and all I have is my words.

K-pop industry, PLEASE PRIORITIZE OUR IDOLS MENTAL HEALTH.

They are our safe haven, they save us and the guilt we are experiencing now is no joke!

Because we can't protect our idols, and apparently our love for them is not enough, not that I am complaining, NO, but they need people close to them supporting them not making them feel as if they are machines for making money only, our idols are humans and deserve to be loved. 

💔💔💔

We keep loving and supporting and protecting them as much as we can, words are powerful, so powerful. 

💔💔💔

Six years ago I lost my idol Jonghyun, and it was one of the most painful experiences to lose an idol I look up to, an idol that saved me but whom I couldn't save.

 Losing him was never easy, and having to experience this kind of pain once again it's too much to bear. 

💔💔💔

My angel idol... you hid your pain so well behind this beautiful smile of yours.

The smile that I will miss the most💔

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  1. RimApril 21, 2023 at 5:12 PM

    It breaks my hear💔💔 it's a very sad news and I can feel the pain through your words ❤❤❤

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    1. Cosette Awad authorApril 22, 2023 at 1:45 AM

      It's hard, too hard that I don't even know if one day it will hurt less💔

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