I kept writing until I found you... Cosy©
He is the life that changed my poems.
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Music... he makes me feel like music!
The first time I heard a song for Jaebeom I said, "I only need to hear your voice to forget I've ever been hurt." It was "Forever Love."
And that night I had it on repeat and fell asleep listening to his voice.
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I thought I was a poet until I heard Jaebeom sing.
Then I lost all my words.
And without even realizing he became a source of inspiration for me.
Not only was he my muse, but his voice also saved me so many times...
Sadness, depression, and anxiety hits at night the most when the entire world stands still.
For someone like me, who lost her mother in a terrible way and was alone in this cruel world, all I can say is that this fairytale boy saved me...
Because every time I felt I wanted to give up I put my headphones on to listen to his songs.
His voice is my therapy.
I didn't lie when I said, "K-Pop music saved me..."
The things we have in common have made me love Jay B even more. My idol loves books and poetry... books and poetry are my life.
He reads books but is unaware that he,
himself is a fairytale boy who has fallen out of a beautiful novel.
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Isn't my JaeJaeBooBoo the cutest😍😍?
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And the song that owns my heart
So my dear readers, since I started writing here on my blog I've been sharing far too much with you.
Now you know me better, and I am happy about that...
I'm a writer duh! Of course, I keep a journal, but this will be the first time I share my journal with you.
And every day in that diary I write a letter to Jay B.
And Oh! One more thing before I share one of my letters with you...
I'd love to know you too.
So don't just read, you can talk to me :)
Dear Jay B,
Good afternoon my pretty idol, my beautiful prince... Today was a calm day for me. Listening to your music and reading a book is all I did today. I know how much you love books, and oh! and that book you were reading once, "Things that come after love" by Tsuji Hitonari, I couldn't find in English :(
Anyway, as my mind is divided into tabs and I jump from one topic to another, I hope you didn't skip meals today and drank plenty of water :)
I know, I know you work hard my angel, but please take care of yourself. Did you get a good night's sleep last night? I know I am asking a lot of questions all at once, but... what can I do if you live on the other side of the planet and I can't see you :( So please be good to yourself, okai?
My dear readers, this is half of the letter and if you want to know more you should wait for my novel "To my fairytale boy" and you can read the rest.
For the very first time, I am revealing the cover of my novel that was inspired by my fairytale boy, Jay B
Yes, I wrote him a novel because he deserves one.
You are the book I want to end my career with.
Book cover model Etienne Debs
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I said you are my home, but what I meant was without your music, there is no poetry.
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